Wow it has been a rough few days. I am asking for everyone to please pray for both of us. I am at my breaking point. I am not sure what is wrong, but Alex is not himself. We are not sure if it is medical, behavorial, frustration​, pain, lack of sleep or all of the above but he is just not right. I have seen glimpses of my sweet angel the last few days, but I have seen more moments of a child I do not know and it has not been fun. Alex will can not sleep, he is hitting, kicking, throwing, yelling and he physically attacked me and sratched my neck down both sides yesterday. We are almost positive their is a medical cause behind this beciase it is so out of character, but it is so hard. I have just had to walk away numerous times. Thank goodness Jen is here. She has calmed his down numerous times. It has boiled down to pain a few times and a fever after the bad incident, but we don't what the "main" cause is. I am just exhausted and have knots in my stomach. I am so anxious for Dr. Koenig to get here this morning.

Ple​ase pray for me to have patience and kind loving words for Alex and for him to be able to tell us what is worng.

Ali